the difference between you and i, is that i’m constantly being taken granted of.

It felt so different from yhope.

Just happened to stumble upon this quote somewhere while blog hopping. And I can’t get it out of my head, lol.

Different in what sense? It’s saddening, seeing this comment being posted. What’s up with yhope?

Well, seems like there’s much to learn from this comment. Firstly, I would have to say that if I were to go to yhope and to another church after that, I would definitely feel more at ‘home’ at the latter. It seems that we have an issue with welcoming new friends into our family.

Is it because we are more of a ‘clique’? Or is it because they just don’t feel welcome? Nonetheless, this has to be solved, lol. I must admit that the reason why new believers are not retained is because they don’t feel welcome.

How can we go about solving this? I believe that we have to trust God on this. Show us the correct way to interact with people, connecting them to one another as a loving family. We got to have lots of faith and love for one another. It seems tough..

Heart-wrenching fact, but probably true. We aren’t a welcoming bunch. But this will change. God, annoint us. We need your help with this.

if i can’t be good, please let me let others be good.

no love found, no love lost.

of what significance am i to others?

i want to do so much more.

When will my reflection show who I am inside?

i’ll guard my heart once more.

What is dance to me?
To me, dance transcends the normal boundary of being just an art form. It is a gateway to another plane beyond my own human understanding. It reveals another part of me, which I definitely do hide from the general public.

When did I start to dance?
The early half of 2011, started dancing through Marcus in order to audition for YDance.

Why do I dance?
In that state of tranquility, I feel much much closer to God. No, I do not dance FOR him, but I dance to FEEL him. Dance makes me acknowledge the fact that I am weak, and I need to depend on a higher power to make me strong. Dancing is the tool to express what my words cannot express and what my mind cannot comprehend. Only then, I am truly able to have my own prayer to god, through my actions and my thoughts. It carries me away from the generic hustle of life, and into the arms of a benevolent creator.

What do I dance?
Of course, that does not apply to the all forms of dance which I take. To me, there are messages to each and every genre.
Hip-Hop: I am created by the lord. The first form of dance which I had started learning.
Locking: I am happy to be created by the lord. This is what I do in my ministry and it is my main genre, so i use it as a form of service and ‘ushering’.
Contemporary Ballet: I need my lord. Currently what I am trying to focus more on. 
K.R.U.M.P: I am proud to be created by the lord. It stands for Kingdom Raised Uplifted Mighty Praise. This is what I’m currently trying to learn.